Dave from Durham

  As I skin-up and smoke one of my last spliffs of the night (but first of the morning), I want to share a story from my teenage years involving the aforementioned friend, Tanya.   She was my first introduction the ‘evil’ weed. It was in her...

Two Teenage Girls

  Two teenage girls Full of adolescent dreams You a future hairdresser And living the marriage routine Me a starry eyed writer And moving from town to town Making up stories of the future As we passed the spliff around The...

Tanya From Two Teenage Girls

    My very first home was a Victorian three bedroom terrace in a part of town known for its building Asian and Irish population. Squeezed in with me was my teenage mother, Irish grandparents and four uncles. That tiny house was a house of...

Mr BDSM

  Hey girls- Watch out! Mr BDSM is about! With his professional photos and his cheeky banter You’d never guess that he likes a spanker.       Hey girls- Watch out! Mr BDSM is about! And he’ll reel you in with his leather...

The Tale of Mr BDSM

  I’ve made it known in prior posts that I have social issues; I don’t socialise beyond family and work and don’t drink often, so I don’t go out anywhere to meet and mate. I’ve attempted to internet date and in all honesty, I teeter between finding...

My Boobies

  There is an image of the stereotypical sexy woman that includes an hour-glass figure; a breast-waist-hips-bottom ratio that shows her ability to breed, breast-feed and screw her man adequately. In particular, her breasts are full, round and pert...

Faking It

They’re standing at the school gates All in competition Barbie doll hair Match their faultless dispositions Kids with busy schedules No time to play Hubby’s joined the mason’s Now his business is on its way Gym lunches and...

Facebook

It’s first thing in the morning And Lorraine is bleating The boy’s gone to school But the cats need feeding Got assignments due And the house needs cleaning But it’s ok- Facebook is near Just a quick check before I concentrate...

Does It Feel Good Now?

  Does it feel good now? Alone on your Saturday night Driven everyone to their own sides Because loving you is a fight You spit and scream and pass on your bile You criticize, generalise and put everyone on trial Kissing an ego...

Dim Lights

  Buff upper body And tight lower buns Exciting my eyes I imagine the fun Can’t see beyond my thoughts Can’t think beyond the porn As he walks past Giving me the horn     Dim lights And a dance beat Too close...

Denial

  It’s not happening today No not today The bike’s not coming out And the diet’s been put on hold Can’t be bothered to work out And my trainers are staying cold     Denial, denial- it’s good for a while But it soon all...

All I Ask

  The Sunday breakfasts The Saturday nights They could have been a part of our routine Me giving up the duvet without a fight And you stealing my face cream Missing Hollyoaks for the rugby I didn’t mind it too much And even the...

Playing With Wood

  Repost from Lilac Rose   Today, I attempted to re-build my son’s alcove wardrobe with the proper materials (i.e; poles, screws, etc). I had already constructed one, but fell down as it was largely being held up with ‘No Nails’ glue and...

Mental Health: A Background

Reposted from Lilac Rose   I sit here with a conflict of needs- my body feels heavy & deflated, but my mind is still sparking with creative energy, making me feel like I’m ‘coming down’ from my hyper and I don’t want to. Liquid, half-formed...

Mental Health: A View

Reposted from Lilac Rose   When I read about someone’s experience with mental health problems, I can’t help but sympathise, but I am also usually quite saddened to realise that the person either knows little about their diagnosis or has settled...

Nanu Nanu, Mork

  Repost from Lilac Rose account   I was going to avoid writing anything more on mental health issues, but it seems hard to avoid at the moment. Like millions of others, I’ve been touched by the loss of the acting legend, Robin Williams and...

The Cyber-Self: The Evolution of Personality

Perhaps the internet is where everyone can be themselves in the knowledge that they're not really themselves. The multiple personalities, the depressive prose, the explosions of experiences and joys- maybe this is the evolution of personality in its...

Ode to Scarlet's Letters

  This post is dedicated to my blogger pal, Scarlet’s Letters, as a Thank You for her post; bringing attention to the loss of my Lilac_Rose account to others and for keeping in touch with me, while the poop hit the fan......       Thank...

Fresh Petals

Finally, I get to come back to my buddies at Thoughts. I missed you guys; not only those I interacted with, but the ones who I silently watched without comment. Those of you I interacted with will know me from my previous moniker of Lilac_Rose. ...